♡ Back to Blogging! + Thinking of Becoming a Gyaru ~ + Wishlist ♡

Hey lovies! ~ I haven't updated my blog since last summer!
I know it's been such a long time, but all I actually do think about is blogging, but I've just been waiting until I've come to a point where I've owned a better camera, had a job with decent income, and became more confident with myself!
... None of those things have happened yet. Ahaha, I feel like I'm almost raising the bar for myself too high! I know I can do it, I just have to become more motivated, right?
On another topic, for the past couple years and so, I've been thinking about becoming a gyaru! I've just been lurking from a distance for a long time now,and I feel like I'm just missing out. Girls and boys who decide to enter a gyaru(-o) lifestyle seem like they must require confidence and know how to make their look look fab. I am not quite sure if I can do this quite yet, but I want to slowly get into it. I feel like I'm already good with makeup (although I've never used falsies, which is required with gyaru), but as far as dressing myself -- meh. It's not like I can't dress myself, because I feel like I can, it's just that my chubby-ness limits me from wearing certain things. My style is rather girly -- dresses, skirts, bows, frills, pastels, big cardigans, etc. Just things like that! I'm rather on the chubby side, so losing weight is a must! I honestly don't want to be a considered a chubby gal... blah blah blah
Anyway, the type of sub-gyaru I want to be is either between roma gyaru (romantic gal) or himekaji (casual princess -- slightly different from hime gyaru and more toned down).
I currently do not want to be a gal with an extreme look going on because I'm 15 and a sophomore in high school. It's kind of hard when you're surrounded by all these teenagers who would probably be like "watdaFUQ is she doin'?" Although, since the dress-code at my school is not harsh what-so-ever (honestly, everyone disregards the rules), more kids at my high school are able to express themselves and I think people here are just used to it (but to a certain extent). Also, there are my parents who do understand what I like and all, but I don't think they'll be able to handle something like rokku, hime, and things of that nature.
My biggest inspirations for fashion at the moment are Pikarin, Kumiko (Kumicky) Funayama, Sayoko Ozaki, Juria Nakagawa, Okarie, and Amo! ~

(From left to right Pikarin, Kumiko, Juria, Sayoko Ozaki, Okarie, Amoyamo)
Aren't they just so beautiful?

Onto another topic, I have developed this wishlist of things I'd like to purchase before the end of the year. Some of these things are things I'd want for the new school year (starting this August), and things for my birthday/Christmas. I was born 5 days after Christmas, therefore usually my Christmas presents and birthday presents mix together.

First row:

1. Winged Baby Pink Sid Backpack - Lostmannequin - $50

2. Rilakkuma Multi case Pencil Case 22 x 9cm - Ebay - $9.50

3. NARS Blush -- Desire: Cotton Candy Pink - Sephora - $29

Second row:

1. 22 pc Pink Makeup Brushes - Ebay - $16.95

2. 28 Neutral Color Eyeshadow Palette - BH Cosmetics - $12.95

3. Make Up For Ever | Professionals - HD Invisible Cover Foundation -- 177 Cognac - Sephora - $42

Third row:

1. Urban Decay -- NAKED eyeshadow pallet - Urban Decay - $50

2. GEO Mari Gold Grey - Eyecandys - $26.88

3. Sony a58 Camera and 18-55mm Lens - Sony - $549sh I'm going to at least try and blog one to two times each month, or whenever I go shopping or order something. I'll even try updating my blog when I feel like I may have something interesting to talk about and many other things that may be floating in my mind at the time! Thank you for reading, lovies! ~ Until next time. ♡

Here's a more recent picture of myself with one of my besties! ~

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